Update

Had one of the bestest days yesterday; my first day of half term! I woke up at 5am (body clock just won't adjust to lie in mode) and felt surprisingly good. I spent most of the morning looking into 'closed landscape' photography and then met my Mum for coffee in our local cafe. I managed to eat some biscuits and yoghurt at lunchtime and then met Ned for a quick pint and a catch up. At 3.30pm Z picked me up and we drove into Gloucester to see Monty Robert's Horsemanship show which was absolutely amazing. It made me so sad to see some of the fears horses have developed due to mishandling my humans but incrediable to see how Monty relieved them of their fears using gentle and trustworthy methods. It was truly elating to see how the world and people are changing, to become more compassionate and understanding to our equals. Truly amazing. We got home just after midnight which is probably the latest I have stayed up intentionally for months!

Still heard nothing from the hospital so the waiting continues. I've lost a teeny bit of weight the past few weeks but nothing drastic (well, no moreso than it already is at least) and am just getting in what I can at the moment - good days and bad days.

Thanks to those of you who have offered continual and constant support - you know who you are and when things are better, I'm having a big party - and you're all invited.

Nolite te bastardes carborundorum.

All my love,

Zigz. xxxxx