Welcome to November my lovely monsters and thank you so much to everyone who has sent super sweet messages of late - I really really appreciate every single one and they make each day so much brighter!
So, what's been happening? Well, not a great deal let me tell you. Half term was a bit of a wash out due to generally feeling crappy and the such like and the bad news is that my boyfriend and I have split up due to reasons I'm not going to go on about on here but it ended on good terms I'm happy to say.
I finally got my admission date which is Monday 8th November which is in 4 days time; trying not to get worked up about it and look at the positives - finally being able to get on with my life, gaining weight, health and energy. Perhaps a little ahead of myself I packed up all my teeny kiddy size clothes and my size 4 jeans yesterday in the positive hope that I won't be wearing them for much longer. I also chucked out all my depressing food journals in the hope that I'll no longer have to worry about getting enough calories and nutrition in each day to keep ticking over. I consequently have plenty of space in my closet for new clothes which, fingers crossed, I'll be buying plenty of, in adult sizes, soon enough. Out with the old and in with the new!
Missed a couple of days of college this week due to total fatigue and weakness (lost another couple of lbs, taking my BMI down to 15.2kg/m so I think this is the reason) but am hoping I'll make it in tomorrow and can collect enough homework to keep me busy and out of mischief in hospital next week.
The plan for the weekend is just to have as much fun as possible to keep me going throughout the following week. I'm taking my laptop with me so all being well, I'll keep in touch with you all and respond to emails etc. Nothing I hate more than boredom so please keep me busy!
I also want to give a special mention to my best friend Z who has been bloody fantastic of late and has kept me grinning in the toughest of times, I love you girl!
Take care everyone and see you all soon.
xxxxx
